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U,S and A. Så ska det bli, i juli till sommaren ska jag sitta på ett plan till landet over the top och stirra ut över  hav med ett flyg som tar mig till mitt nya liv. Mitt spännande liv. - Det som inte involverar Limmared, Tranemo gymnasieskola eller ens Sverige.
Jag tänker lämna in min ansökan till att bli Au Pair på måndag. Och sen ska varje sekund ägnas åt att längta efter det. Varje sekund. - Lev i nuet.. Aldrig.
Och jag ska göra det. Jag har bestämt mig, varken min skräck för läskiga män, ensamhet eller mörker ska hindra moi. Så det så.

God bless America

United States of America 

The Star Spangled Banner

Oh, say! can you see by the dawn's early light
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming;
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming?
And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there:
Oh, say! does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

On the shore, dimly seen through the mists of the deep,
Where the foe's haughty host in dread silence reposes,
What is that which the breeze, o'er the towering steep,
As it fitfully blows, half conceals, half discloses?
Now it catches the gleam of the morning's first beam,
In fully glory reflected now shines in the stream:
'Tis the star-spangled banner! Oh, long may it wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave!

And where is that band who so vauntingly swore
That the havoc of war and the battle's confusion
A home and a country should leave us no more?
Their blood has washed out their foul footsteps' pollution!
No refuge could save the hireling and slave
From the terror of flight or the gloom of the grave:
And the star-spangled banner in triumph doth wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave.

Oh, thus be it ever, when freemen shall stand
Between their loved home and the war's desolation!
Blest with victory and peace, may the heav'n-rescued land
Praise the Power that hath made and preserved us a nation!
Then conquer we must, when our cause it is just,
And this be our motto: "In God is our trust":
And the star-spangled banner in triumph shall wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave

(Men okej, jag ska njuta lite innan resan också, greppa tag och ta hand om den sista tiden av min "barndom", göra den till den bästa tiden hittills i mitt liv. Och jag ska börja ikväll, med kaffe, cigg och en varm filt (haha). Imorgon är jag social, men nu är det alone time, också en viktig del i början av den hittills bästa tiden i mitt liv. Målinriktad? Sir yes Sir!)

Ta hand om er, god natt